Without Bitterness
The Emergency: A Personal History
Remember that the vicissitudes of covering a story
do not make a story!” Nikhil
Chakravartty of Mainstream fame
used to tell us during our news meetings at the Patriot newspaper in the
1970s. And then he would add, as if as
an afterthought, “That may, though,
make an interesting book in after
years.” It was a pithy remark that
affected us deeply. Many of us soon
began bandying it about during Indira
Gandhi’s 21-month Emergency rule to
avoid keeping daily notes of the developments we were privy to. We did not
write the stories we could and should
have because of the Emergency censorship, and we did not take any notes
of what we saw or heard for a future
book because we despised journalists
who had pretensions of being writers.
Even Nikhil himself—to the best of my
knowledge—never attempted to write
a book about the Emergency or preand post-Emergency years, though he
was, perhaps, the most well informed
journalist about the events of those
years. Today, I regret that so many
journalists who were active during
those years and had so much insider
knowledge of affairs have not recorded their reminiscences of those years
In this mood I find this personal
history of the Emergency years by
Coomi Kapoor a welcome addition to
the growing record of those turbulent
times. It is a journalist’s account of
the vicissitudes of a dissenter family
during the Emergency. And into this
account the author has deftly woven
related episodes, often poignant and
occasionally hilarious. Altogether
the book makes a fascinating read.
I almost finished reading the entire
book in the car during a traffic jam on
my way home from Bahri Sons, where
I bought the book. That does not mean
that the book is lightly written, or is
a trifle. It is actually a touching book,
and engaging and enlightening too.
What I particularly like about Coomi’s
narrative is that though she suffered
much personal privations, harassment and intimidation at the hands of
the callous and crude police and jail
authorities, she has not attempted to
inject bitterness into her account.
It is not written out of pique or chagrin, or to publicise personal grudges
and grievances. It is not a malignant
book, as some books written by others who faced similar travails during those years have been. Nor is she
mawkish or maudlin in narrating her
personal grief or the pain of her husband or daughter. She has not overstated or embroidered her case or sensationalised stories she witnessed or
heard. Even when she narrates some
gossipy accounts written or narrated
by others, she does not herself attempt
to make them gossipy as, for instance,
the Washington Post correspondent’s unauthenticated tale of Sanjay
Gandhi slapping his mother at a private dinner. She has just reported the
gossip as she read it. It is thus an honest reporter’s simple, artless narration
of her life and that of her family during
the years when, like many others, they
were persecuted for being who they
were and for the opinions they held.
It would be unfair to the author if I
lauded the book merely as a personal
account. If it were merely a personal
account, it would not merit so much
attention. It is because Coomi has
meticulously researched the various
developments of those months and
stitched them into her family’s personal history. Subramanian Swamy’s
frequent appearance in the narrative
introduces a larger contemporary
interest. He is, of course, there because
he also happens to be Coomi’s sister’s
husband. And her husband, Virender
Kapoor, also a journalist, and Swamy
are of the same political persuasion.
There are some events, however, which as one better acquainted
with the dramatis personae of the
Emergency would say, should have
been pursued more assiduously for
the sake of history. The Jagjivan
Ram-Bahuguna episode, for instance.
I have never put much store by Kuldip
Nayar’s claim that LN Mishra told
him that he feared a threat to his life.
The fact is that in those years Mishra
was a very wary man and very suspicious of all journalists, and Nayar, of
course, was never a close friend of his.
Anyway, Mishra never articulated
or uttered such things those days.
If at all, he spoke in sign language
or wrote a word or two on a piece of
paper which he immediately tore into
pieces and often burnt with a matchstick there and then. However, not
knowing everything is no serious fault
and the value of Coomi’s book is not
diminished by any such lapses which,
anyway, are not many and not very
glaring either.
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